There is this man(he is not a dude because 'dude' sounds too handsome/cool for him. and 'guy' sounds too cute for him), whom I don't like AT ALL.
This man, has the "slap me" face with the "beat me up" attitude. I know I'm really mean luh, but I just cannot stand the way he look and act. Yes, looks sometimes DOES matters. Looks as in "slap me" and normal face. I'm not talking about ugly or not. His face totally reflects his actions. D<
So anyway, today I went to some guy(he is okay looking)'s birthday bbq and the people there played this weird "between" game with the poker cards. It's a weird, tempting and interesting game. You will be given 2 cards, and you can either skip or take a 3rd card. If your 3rd card is between the 2 cards that was given previously, you win! Depending on how much you bet. But if you lose, you have to pay up. If you got the same card, you have to pay double the amount of your bet. Sounds fun right? I didn't play because I'm too shy and gambling is bad!
That man, didn't play because he wanted to see how to play first. But after he caught on how to play it, it was too late for him to join in. So, that's okay. The shity part is he go borrow Jack luck and earn money too. D< Because Jack was on a winning streak but he didn't have any money to bet big. So that man was like "I put $50. But if I win, I take half" or something like that. I just think he should stay out of people's affairs/games. He did that to this guy also, and poor guy was on a losing streak. The another worst thing is he did that to his girlfriend!!!!!!!!
And the girlfriend was like "I owe you $20" or something. SHIT ASS! Dumb that shit. Talking about money in a relationship? I hate hate hate talking about money in relationship. "I owe you this" or "You owe me this". WTF? It's a relationship, there is supposed to be trust and sharing! Although my relationship is not so great or remarkable but at least I don't complain when I'm treating my boyfriend food! I cannot stress at how pissed I was when I think about it.
Poor girlfriend. If my boyfriend wants to borrow like $100 or something, I would say "Just take la". I mean, its a relationship. There is supposed to be no money in it. Couples are supposed to be One. Sometimes my boyfriend will talk about money in front of me and I will be soooo pissed off. But I cannot show, wait he not happy. But I am sooooo pissed off. Its like he is calculating the expenses of being with me. What? I am someone whom you pay to be with? Seriously, if such a thing happens again, I will not hesitate to take out every single amount in my bank and throw it in his face. If money is such a BIG thing in the relationship, that relationship probably suck. It's like guarding against one another. See, I bold the word 'against'.
Anyway, my father and mother shares the same bank account. My mother have access to my father's salary. See the trust? But I know my mother have a personal account which she uses to shop/spend with. That's why I understand why Jerr don't want me access to his bank account in the future. I'm such a spender. It's good he limits the amount he will give me. Then I will have my own bank account and can spend all I want. :D :D But I will still get scolded. "Why you buy that for? You will use meh?"
Anyway, the main point is if you lend your partner money or what, then you suck. I mean if one say "I will return you", it means that the person don't want to owe anything. Bu hao yi si mah. If Jerr says "I will return you", I don't expect a return. And if he did, I will reject the money. I feel weird taking it! Relationship should not have loans or such.
Oh ya, I didn't know I was capable of being jealous. To the point that I'm angry. D: D: I should be more understanding. *slaps self* I feel so ashamed of myself whenever I thought of that accident. But, I should be more reasonable. I mean, I'm guilty of such stuffs also. This is a wake up call for me.
Currently feeling: tired
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